5 more days..

around 5 more days i gotta end my finals for this semester and also this year, 2008^^

GOODBYE 2008, this would be the greatest and happiest starting and the worse ending... but in these days and months.. i learned the most thing in my life as i can say.. TOMORROW is my first paper and i am still blogging here cause i wish to take some time out to write something when i have the mood to write... ehhe...

I was dumped by someone but I get some great friends to accompany me to walk out from the dark.. I learned to be more mature. I learn to see things for optimistic.. I can see many love has a lie behind.. no matter wat.. try your best to relax and not to think so much.. it's true... wat i said is wat is saw n wat i've experienced before.. there is any PERFECT love in this world.. hard to find as i can say...

YOU make urself more outstanding by showing your love ones you know how to cook.. but for me, i am just a childish girl with bad temper... rite?? I admit.. but for now, i am learning, i cooked Macarroni.. i learned how to cook... it wasn't very or as tasty as yours..but i learned.. i like to cook nowadays..enjoy cooking with my housemate... redbean soup + barli.. LOL

I forgot to capture some photos of my cooking cause these dew days i was too hungry and i wallap all the food right after i finish cooking... =P so sorry... After tat, i don't even like to touch liquor older days.. but now i drink liquor or beer almost everyday... not of the sake of wat, but learn to drink and at the mean time releasing my unhappy things... the feeling after drinking but not drunk is nice.. I am not consuming the whole pure chivas, no worries... jus learning and training myself to drink some.... it takes time, okie???!!

Next, i came across and i came to met people who are already working in the society...they teached me, they showed me I am still small... there are many many things outside is even worser than wat u think.. seriously when i saw andy's msn photo.. i feel like vomitting... y is he so fake?? and even his mum.. terrible.. why?!!! haiz.. but this world is so unfair!! i believe in karma... so do him??!!! let's see... time shows us everything.. no worries....kok seng wai is back.. i am waiting for my burberry perfume ^^ hohohohoho...

Last but not least, i've grown up..for sure..i've not shouted and angry anyone since the last time till now... seriously... everything will be better i bet...be tough LIM QQ !!

That's all for today.... cheeersss!! and dun forget, best of luck to me tomorrow!!! marketing planning.......................

28 October 2008

It's coming!!! finals!! i am going over it soon... best of luck to me...

Planning then emarketing then LAW then at last retail marketing... and 1 thing, Mr Praveen is telling lies... he said he will upload some guidelines... but then??!! and yet today is already Tuesday.. time flies so fast... i don't wish to leave nilai seriously.. i wanna graduate fast to leave nilai, but i don't wish to leave nilai when i'm having holidays.. get wat i mean??

I know it isn't a healthy life sleeping so late... but I doesn't have much time to play like this.. this is my final sem for year 2.. so, i gotta buck up my playing life!!! wakakkaka..anyway, beersssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss good!! LOL

I am sorry my dear Ck. i was seriously so sad last night seeing you like tat.. and i can't help u anything... but i will be here supporting you.. no matter wat...maybe we're just a burden to you...and please don't throw your phone.. pity me going around searching for ur phone parts... hahaha... it's late at night summore... but i've tried my best to accompany you talking and pinching... but i feel so bad.. i should take a pic of your phone.. seriously into pieces...

I could say why always keep drink beers cause maybe 1 thing, i am frustrated and annoyed in something and 1 more reason... i don't wanna make myself so pressured... last sem i am in big pressured.... dun wanna talk more bout the past la since it's past oso.. but a big thank you to VJ that he accompanied me a lot...

erm.. some pics taken in my apartment tat day.. first time guailow coming to my place for drinking.... 2 Tiger, 1 Heineken n 1 red wine...LOL and last dessert, HONG DAO SA!! yeah yeah..




and can u see my notes?!!! hahaha..



we were the 3 drinking red wine and ended up going out buying red beans... =)





this is my decoration of my room.. i mean the hanging things... my housemate n me =)





seriously i look so fat and bulky ;(




hope there is still a chance u come to nilai to visit us, k? =)

Lastly, our chill drinks for tat nite.. dang dang dang dang ~~

Seriously so innocent..

Me, Lim QQ was so innocent on tat day.. I was trying to be a good person to help out Andino and Carmen.. who knows ended up i being angry and scolded by people... zzz.. wat can i say???!

But seriously i learned 1 BIG thing in my life.. this guy is an IDIOT!! why i say he is an idiot?? Have you ever see a guy wooing a girl to be his gf because of his future and the purpose of he being more interested into the girl because he knows that in tat girl's account they have duno more than how much thosand dollars.. and if the girl is in his hand..the money will be his soon... he did everything, really everything with strategies and reasons.. and the world most serious thing is he plans it with his mum... zzzz.. He has been even so cheap, my key hanger tat i usually take up and down was being taken by him.. he purposely wanna take it because the other way round i didn't accompanied him to midvalley as he supposed to accompany me to go...WTH.. a guy earning so much can't afford to buy a RM5.90 key chain and still wanna call mine dog chain...zzzz.. the ever worst guy i had saw.. No matter how i like and love the thing, i won't think of a way to take people's thing just like tat.. and after taking my chain, you know wat he said?? he wanna take my SWATCH watch!! and damn hell no i won't give you that.. u dream i oso won't give you ar... DAMN SOHAI!!

OMG..i am really speechless over him and i know too much thing again.. I am so so sorry i am not trying to gossip your things here.. but the thing is i really wanted to jot down something to remind myself there is this kind of people in the world that makes me really have to be concious and becareful of people surrounding u... there might be many more like him..

Anyway, you better becareful.. there are so many people waiting for you out there... take care my frien... a passby friend...you will be hunted by other people.. jus watch out!! i am telling you the truth... believe me =)

Next, i jus came back frm KY's son birthday party.. I met CK's wife.. she is a china girl from si chuan... I can say i give her 8 out of 10 for her OUTLOOK....she is pretty.. i bet everyone there agrees bt then i heard something from friends that there are problems... but no point gossiping people's family where i am not their family members.. but then, i am not thinking that much now..i am staying very carm^^
I know wat i should do and wat i shouldn't.. Feeling very happy today XD ..don't ask me why cause i doesn't know too.. just feel happy for me too, okie??!! and 1 more thing.. i duno wat happen to that stupid socket... It burns and it stings... hermm..bt then why always mine havng problems. and not others.. zzzz

Some photos taken jus now..



this is my ji muisss.... the girl on my right was someone that hates me alot last time, but the not has an end after that... I hope we're always friends....



I hope there is still a chance for us to take another picture like this... muackss..





I am gonna kiss your lips 1 day.. haha.. dun make me kissing the air always..okie?? PLEASE.. and my pimples.. HELL BIG!!! @&#^$(@#*@)#%

days being wasted..

True, and yet true.. my days are getting wasted 1 day by 1 day.. Time flies..really can flies... I should take some action since the horoscope i read everyday advised me to do so, so i think this is the time...

Hands over the keyboard and to the books.. let me plan my time first... and now i've not brush my teeth and wash my face...

And 1 more thing, my glasses are broken.. how to study with that broken specs on??!!! anyway, i am not going to think so much bout those stupid and useless stuffs... i know wat u wanna tell me, i know u mean.. but too bad, i can't do that.. i don't wish to lose other friends by just because listening to your selfish words...... aren't you think i am stupid if i keep follow everything wat u said??!! I have my life... i can do things that i want to do.. you too,rite? so, this is just a game... i know i am very glad knowing u more but it's jus a game.... either 1 party would be the loser.... regaradless, I am not going to be so stupid anymore.. I have my family, friends and MY LIFE!!!

Bye and cheers everyone... Tiger and Chivas, My FAVOURITE =)

Can you see how stress am i now??!!

20th October 2008

Today is already 20th of October 2008 and 11 more days my final is coming... I am still like a loser sitting down here msn-ing and thinking of nonsense that makes me so so lost.. I am really kinda lost.... Is words after drunk will be true?? or is tat really the words that we want to say it out?? but when we're drunk, we don't really know wat are we talking,rite? how can it be true??? bt then.. forget about it... I wouldn't wanna care so much.. it is useless to me and to you... Anyway, it is 1.39am now.. tomorrow i got only 12pm class.. bt why am i still not sleeping?? I am washing my bedsheet,towel and some clothes.. gotta get it clean b4 kor is coming.. He will be arriving in nilai around 12am.. GOD BLESS YOU kor... finally gotta see you.. miss u so so much.... we're gonna hav some fun in this week =) Good nite and sleep well everyone!!

saturday

Today i woke up around 10 to have breakfat..i took wanton mee and i came back doing nothing..sitting around...

It was about 3pm, carole msn me and we decided to go midvalley, the main purpose i wanted to repair my webcam that makes me can't webcam with my frien for nearly a week... so, i sent it to house of notebooks once i reached there.. the people thr was... hmmm, no comment.. keep gossiping.. zzz

Anyway, i left the shop as quickly as i can and i headed out for shopping..i was planning to get myself a pair of shoe cause i am going to BALI and i thought i can used it.. I walked the whole Midvalley and i cant get 1.. and the vincci 1 does not have any stock left...what can i do??!! sien....
And then, i went up to the place where i made my nose piercing.. the man advised me to take off the nose stud and let it heal.. and asked me to come back after that... I was thinking of cause your're asking me to come back cause you got money to earn again.. =.=
but then i took it off for my own good..i felt so sad after taking it off.. you won't know the feeling people.. full of regrests and sadnesss....i am going to pierce back when i am fully recovered!!! I AM GOING TO.....

My laptop was ready and they jus did som formatiing for me only... and i fogotten, while i and carole was on the way to midvalley, we were chatting all the way...i decided to tell everything to her cause she did met things that i am facing now... I started to drop tears.... I've changed... and I am changing.. to become someone more matured.. I am going to face a tough tough life soon... I must be strong.. I wanna get myself exposed something more and i hope I am big enough and ready enough to face problems... I must learn....it is going to be hard but even how hard i've gone through... i doesn't mind but just at least i've learned and i've grown up... I hope i'll been well treated..be good girl....

Finals are coming... and i am not in the mood to start studying yet.. and i am going to Damansara nxt week...I don't care!! anyway, i am busy installing the softwares into my laptop... anyway, iam done with my msn and everything... I am going to wash up...
Enjoy ur day in Leeds Seng Wai!!
take care,,
muacksssssssss..

i seriously need help..

I am seriously needed help...
MANY MANY THINGS ARE HAPPENING AROUND ME NOW!!
Can i wake up?!!! i need a frien that is really trusted... I need to talk to them.. i nid opinions..
I duno wat am i doing.. please don't ask me why.ok?!!
ANYWAY,take care my friends.......... =)

Some photo updates...

AND THIS IS ME.. waiting to go MIDVALLEY and the sun was great =)

Vivian, the superwoman...

Jay n me.. I LOVE YOU JAY!!

Lee yoon or Li yoon, i oso duno which 1.. hehe ^^

Mic, me n peishan.. OMG, i looks so ugly cause i was damn tired tat day..

Big Brother n me ^^ same sir name punya bra-dar..

Black day

Can i ask anyone what is the hell happened??!!

First of all, my built in webcam so suddenly undetected from the computer...may i noe wat the hell is happening??!! i uninstalled the driver but it's still not functioning....

Forget about that, then it comes to my printer... i was rushing to scan my assignment's layout to pass up my assignment but i duno y my printer is nt functioning.... and the paper clashes inside...zzzz the red exclaimation mark keep blinking till the next morning...

Thirdly, i duno whether is my laptop's bluetooth having problem or my phone's one.. i can't transfer any photos from my phone to the comp... zzzz.. i have one strong feeling is from my Bit torrent and Bit comet downloads.. i unistalled everything and i won't install that ever ever...

15th of October was John and Apple's birthday!! here i wish them a very very HAPPY BIRTHDAY..... apple was in ktn and i can't celebrate with her but whereas John is in Nilai...
Khai sern, his housemate suggested him a surprise birthday party on the 14 night...

At that mean time, CK the famous big boss called me up to go over to QS to sit and sing.. he din ask me to go thr to drink, bt then go over to sit and chat... i told him i have a birthday party at 12am.. i promised to call him once i finish the party. 5 mins later, andy called.. he keep asking me to leave my room and go over there... i told him i had a birthday party and i said i WON"T go over now unless i finish everything... He said he give me 10 mins and asked me to come down... I became so dulan.. who cares??? who are u?? not even my boyfriend...i switched off my phone and continue chatting with my friends in my room.. i felt happier being in my room and going to john's house later after tat rather then going over there inhaling those smoke and drink alcholic drinks that i don't like...

I kept my promise, once i finish the party, i smsed CK... he called me and ask me to go over.. i said ok and i found jay and mic to go over with me... I doesn't have a reason to say i wanna leave if i'm going over there alone. i drove jay's car and we 3 went... Surprisingly, I and Jay enjoyed singing there.. HAHAHA.. a bit if addicted... =P

So high singing after drinking some Carlsberg that tastes so bitter....anyway, i came back around 3am and was so oily and sticky with those cakes' cream... they terribly mess up the whole house with cake and cream... but John was so happy and surprised.. this was wat we want him to have... surprise birthday is something very very happy... I hope i am not celebrating my birthday alone NEXT YEAR>> GOD, pls hell no!! i dun wan!!

I did my presentation this morning at 8am... i was talking as wat i wan to talk... erm, of cause of a bit stucked but i still can managed it.. but one thing of our group was the website and i can't blame them cause noone knows how to make it.. but it was really very bad.. Sir has many bad n negative comments that make whole class laughing at 4 girls standing in front...

I went for dim sum as i miss it so much!! IPOH"s one is 10x better than nilai's 1... haha.... CK treated us as he is VERY kind... i had porridge and my favourite ------- "siew mai"..LOL..
I came back and i've got nothing to do so i came here to post post a bit.. but too bad can't upload photos.. maybe tomorrow or nxt time...

1 more thing... SW gave me a shocked, he is coming back to Msia, he said... he went and find paul frank for me.. but i duno hw true is it.. well, let's see then... hey people, introduce me good n kind n 1 more, kinda loyal GUY...hehe.... y i can't meet anyone in INTI??!!
INTI really tat bad ka?

Take care and i wanna nap nowwwwwwwww.. TIRED =(

12th October 2008

well, i was awake by andy's sms this afternoon.. have to wake up to eat lunch =.='
anyway, i suggested to eat nasi kandar... nilai's nasi kandar is kinda famous,ok??!!! i am full till now, 6.01pm...
sitting inside maxim really makes my clothes sting.. the smell..OMG.... dun tell me i have to wash my clothes again... today i have just washed 2 buckets of clothes... sad...
everyday i will be doing housework...haha....
i continued my assignment and i managed to finish my assignment already... but left one more the store layout.. i am not studying designing, i duno hw to draw... so ugly cause i simply draw only as long as the lecturer knows wat am i drawing,,haha....
nothing much to write about today.. no stories nothing... so, will share something more maybe tomorrow or so on....
oops... my leg tat kena bitten by ants.... it's not kinda swallowen cause i jus applied aloe vera gel to stop the itchiness...

that is my leg,okie??!!! n please take note of the floor..it's shining and i can see myself in it...
*wink*.. hahaha... a bit of self praising here... =)

wat a day..

9th of october.. a memorable day that i shouldn't forget.. i will neva forget this day because of somen FRIEND make me sleep for only 3 hours and started ny assignment at 11pm. as so coincidence, i went and checked my friendster, the horoscope of the day is this ---> When one of your friends needs you today, you need to find a way to come to their aid. Even if you have ten different projects going on, that shouldn't matter. Personal relationships simply must be your first priority right now. way you talk to me, the way u want me to help you as a friend.... Plus, helping other people will help you to see things from a new perspective and to realize the value you have in other people's lives. Someone who is in turmoil can help you take stock of what is going on in your life, too.
haha...is tat wat was really going on??!! i got to know more friends from him..."bosses".haha.. but i wish to have a peace life..not like last time...different and complicated..no point having such life..pls don't ruin my life..i hate changing lifestyles again.. don't push me,pls... i am still not into it yet...I was kinda drunk..not really but a lil la...and i went and swllowed the whole glass of hot green tea that makes me feel better after that... when i came back, whole face was hot n red and i was so tired.. i forced myself to be awake cause i haven even started my assignments...
seriously......... SAD

Yesterday, that was 10th of October 2008, i was bitten by a bunch of red ants!! wtf stupid red ants.... I shall boycott UNCLE TAN..i've not been thr like about 1 month, and when yesterday I went there I was bitten by those red ants... WTF.. I hate u red ants!!! I shall not forgive you... i screamed and jumped all over..i feel so panic at that time... i sat down and it became so itchy and it started to swallowen...I was so scare, i called up my mum... and one thing I duno why is i CRIED while talkin to my mum...

I cried.. kind of serious crying and i felt so embarrased after that.. the 2 people beside me wanted to laugh at me but they don't dare because so many people looking at me.. poor me...my eyes are swallowen...
I have not enough sleep for yesterday.. i slept at 3am the day before and i woke up at 7 something..My frien is supposed to wake me up at 8, but i woke up by my own..haha...i started doing assignment and went to class at 10 and continue it till 2pm... really sharp 2 i finished...but i am not very satisfied with it...anyway, it's over.. jus hope to pass it =)

AND.. I am wasting my time kepo-ing in msn with my friends...but i ain't starting my retail assignment.. Can you imagine how busy am i???i've been writin this post since last night till now.. and the clock now shows 2.46pm and i haven finish it yet..duno wat am i doing oso... anyway, i ate 3 slices of bread with choco spead makes me have enough energy to work things out..

I was so hardworking and i duno wat am i doing???!! i cleaned the whole house yst and i started washing the toilet n clothes today... i think should be at home doing housework more than coming to inti to study and doing homework....aikss...i thought we said gonna call the house cleaner to come clean our house every 2 months.. better give me rm 40 i help u all to clean.... wakaka!! much more cleaner then HERS...

I was busy listening to funny stories about masaru..he is such a cute guy as wat i can say... take it easy la... things will be ovr soon...so funny, nowadays there are still people getting in love without meeting up or even webcaming...HAHA.. funny la him..and the girl was so ridiculous... LOL

But i love to be clean =) see you guys later....
bye n the end..

hmm..will upload the pics tomorrow.. =)

skip skip skip!!

Guess wat?? i am skipping marketing planning cause i gotta do my assignmentss.... i noe this is an excuse but so i jus don't feel like going classes these few days...don't misunderstood me... I woke up for 8am class but not attending 10am class...so i am not lazy partially, jus a bit moody la....
stupid nose piercing gave me many problems.... please GOD, heal me!! i don't wanna have any infection or scar... plssss.....i beg u!!
I shall take off the stick if it's not healing anymore.... haizzzz

It was supposed to have a short nap and continue my assignments but i am checking my mail box when i come through an email.. the content in the mail was talking about the birthday colours... mine was GOLD colour and this was the explaination --> ＊金色＊
你很清楚什麼應該做、什麼不應該做。性格開朗又好交際。
Y aren't they talking bout any LOVE things???lol.. I know these...bt i wanna know more about...haha... it's ok then... then i was looking at 16 of Dec, and the explaionation was ---> ＊栗色＊
你有一個聰明的腦袋。也是一個自我的人，常依自己的喜好來做事，有時會因為不大理別人的感受而惹上麻煩。對於愛情你很有耐性，當你找到你要找的那一位後，你不會再愛上別人。
maybe it's true but maybe it's not....who knows?? but hope he really get one he wants and he won't love anyone anymore...lol

But one thing i found out was.. the colours are just rotation according to the dates...zzzz
than how to differentiate other people?? anyway, it was jus some crap la.... back to me, i seriously getting fatter and fatter.. OMG...
and i haven go and collect my RESULTS... =)
Anyway, NO SEAFOOD, NO EGG AND NO MEAT.. only vege for my own nose good... DAMN U...

One last thing, i suspected something... i doesn't know am i too senstive or just am i thinking too much???
I saw a girl, also my classmate... her pm was a bit sensitive to me... i suspected...hmmm...
is she reading my blog???!! hope she isn't but there is also chances she is,rite?? cause my blog was openend to everyone to read....but better don't since now... I am not havin any intention to tell everyone what days am i living in now... I jus hope to keep these things as my memories snce blogging online is FREE... ^^

Oh ya, one more thing, I and one of my frien a.k.a R*c, has ended our friendship... officially for now but duno few years after... we were so close before but things jus came to an end... i saw him in al-salam that makes me think back how come we become like this???!! just sorry?? wat do u mean?? and wat do u wan??it's ok la, hope you're doing very well and don't make mistakes like wat you've did before... well, ur're kind of friendly but you are mysterious... hmmm... but it's fun to be your friend, being close with you for some time.. thanks for accompanying me when i need help... as wat u've promised me before, u will be there for me when i need your help.. but now it'doesn't sounds any true....

Take care my friend, best of luck to you.. see you around by not saying a hi is something very bad and rude, i try my best to giv u a smile and a knod on my head to you whenever i see you,ok???

I learned to walk toughly through people that hurts you before and be strong as I still need to live on... =)
enough of emo-ing, go nap and continue my ASSIGNMENTSSSSSSSSSSS.....
Bye bye!!

I am ENVY-ING

I has just finished reading one of my friend's blog...she jus came back from China trip with her bf's family.. haha...it's happy enough to go travel with her bf to CHINA... she was so happy that she found a true and good soulmate...

From what she has now, from the days she passes now, i can see how her life is going on.. I am glad that she is having a good life now.. =) appreciate it girl!! I enjoying reading her blog too...it's interesting.. hehe...get it on girl^^ I will be supporting you at the back.. take care and hope to see you soon...

Hmm... I am back from my dinner^^ Tom yam fried rice that made me sweat..aikss.. we're plannin to cook chicken rice next week..haha..or maybe this weekend..gonna get some recipes from my mum...haha.... hope it's nice =)

I am no idea wat am i searching for ??? can anyone tell me,pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
I am enjoying the days now..getting fatter one day by one day.. growing much bigger size that i hate to be!! Jogging from tomorrow onwards... housemate, come onnnnnnnnn

LET"S GO!!!! go go go......
gotta start my assignment now!! emarketing individual assignment due this friday.. start start start..... =)

What a day...

I jus woke up from my 2 hours nap...GOSH..i am so so tired....the time now is 6.22p.m. my kai jie has went back to jb urgently to check on her slergic skin and i have no body to talk to cause both of my friends in UK and Shanghai is not in....I feel so lonely here...

Hmm...how come i become so reliable?? my housemates are not in also...I miss you all.. where are you all??!! ermm.... am i having any extra feeling???hope i am not having....

No dinner tonite i think...eating my wholemeal bread with chocolate i guess...Jason Mraz is accompanying me...and can anyone tell me where to download english songs??!!!! seriously wanna know where??? those china websites sucks..i can't even open the page...limewire lagi sucks..they need duno wut java program..zzzz

FINE!!classes are going on as usual from today ^^ not much thing to write oso..so i gonna end here....

Enjoy Enjoy..tsk tsk

Why do i say i enjoy???!! hmm..i am oso not very sure why..but i can feel that i am enjoying my days..

Enjoying chatting on skype too.. =) thanks for being thr to accompany me... will see you all soon,rite?? come back to msia during hols..k?? miss u all...

Assignments and tests are coming!! my war is going to start soon.. hey come on, i should start studying!! no more being lazy..come on... buck up buck up!!

Just came back from my lunch, i saw some quarreling in maxim just now... 2 couples quarreling..LOL... i saw tat by accidentally,ok???not purposely to peep on them.. hehe... seeing them that makes me think back bout last time.. i used to quarrel, no matter where and when... haha... but i am not going to do that for now onwards. i am telling that when only i've made my mind and i've told myself i can do it!!

Anyway, tomorrow i hav a retail test and duno when i nid to pass up my assignments too... i've got to wash my clothes..aiks..how good if i am at home now, throw everything to my maid.. the next day clothes will be nicely ironed and folded in my room.. how nice!!

Enough of dreaming being at home but i will be back to my sweet home in less than a month..HAHA.... times passes very fast.. no worries =)

That is why i think i am enjoying...