25th August 2007

Today is 25th of August..It was a sunny saturday...hoho...1 more day,i can see him!!i was extremly happy....Today my mum woke me up at 9.30a.m....OMG> It's too early le mum...She woke me up to ask me some question and she went to play badminton at last..I can't sleep back...I decided to wake up and go downstairs...I went down and sat down.. I was SUPER hungry...I asked my mum to get me something to eat...She packed wanton mee for me...hehe...After i ate my mee,i continue sitting down in front of the comp and start playing till my handphone rang, It was xin yan's msg..hehe...She dated me out!!hoho....I din went out to eat with my family but with this cute yan yan...hehe....

For so long she din fetch before,this time she has the chance dy..hoho..So happy ride on her car...haha...We went to greetown to eat.We decided to drop in Chatter Box...She recommended the things there were delicious...I wanted to try some so we went in....We sat down and ordered our food....Chit chat all the way...from start till end..lol...We quickly pay and we left that place and headed to Jusco..We went round and round the car park but we can't get a place....sad..

After going round for about 20 minutes, we got a space..We met mee yen and ee lynn at secret recipe....They were eating mango cake, ice cream cake..it looks delicious!!yummy~~We continued our window shopping after that...We left jusco at 5p.m..Nothing much to buy oso....She fetched me back and she went back too....

Nothing much happen till the night...I was watching youtube until i forgot to write my blog...I posted it today~~hehe......good night^^There is some photos from Jiar li's hse...lol..Her dolls can sleep her whole bed... =P

24 th August 2007

Today was Friday.....Suddenly my cousin called and woke me up..Than later that,keng yip called..At last he called me...lol..He told me that he is going out with jiar li at 4.00p.m and ask me whether i want to follow a nt..Of cause i wan!!haha....At first he told me he is coming to fetch me at 2 something,than he is going to fetch his gf back at 3p.m than we fetch jiar li.I quickly went to get ready everything.I sat down in front of my comp at 2p.m.Suddenly my phone rang,it was that ng keng yip.He told me he is coming at 3 something... =.='

I have to wait.No choice...I wait and wait.....and that time my house doesn't have electricity..It was so so hot...i was wearing black dress and long jeans...At last he came and i went up his car...we went to the state library to fetch our big sister,Jiar Li..than we headed to Greentown.We decided to find a place to sit down and eat and chat.The best choice was Old Town Kopitiam..hoho...Ipoh white coffee is nice!!We eat,drink.....I suggested to Jiar li's house..Her big new house..Huge n luxury house....I haven been there before cause she jus shifted in.

Everyone agreed than we strated pur journey at 5p.m. We started to visit her house first..we went in every room,even the toilet..From first floor till third floor..hoho..at last,we arrived her to her room.The grand door opened...her room was blue in colour,with many mickeys n minnies inside..lol...

First of all,i visited her toilet first...hoho..I looked all around...It was nice....Interior designer helped her dad to designed the whole house...

Jiar li, We will miss u here...Please promise us something.please....Take good care of urself when ur're there...remember..we will be here supporting you..dun worry..Be tough....U can do it!! k??

Sigh..one of my best and cute friend is leaving me... T.T... i scare i am going to cry in the airport..Well,today i woke up at 11 something..Wing n gaga have dated me at 1.30p.m. I tell myself i have to wake up earlier to get myself punctual...hehe..once i wake up,i am thinking to find who to acc me to Ipoh Parade shopping center. The parking there is dangerous..There is a case that a girl been caught up by a van. I was so worry..I nid a person to acc me..I opened up my phone book, went through all my contacts..I phoned everyone in Ipoh that i familiar with..Everyone was busy,sleeping..and the time is already 12.30p.m.I still can't get someone to acc me..how??I am thinking...I decided to call back Wing.I discussed with her..at last,she agreed too..

I went out and fetched her at 1.00p.m. I msg Jiar Li to tell her we changed the time to 2.30p.m cause we need some time to go and get her a small meaningful present.On the way,Wing and Me kept talk and talk...Suddenly the rain pours..I drove so slow..I can't see the road clearly...It was so scary...We reached Ipoh Parade safely...We quickly get a parking and headed to buy the present.We bought a mechanic pencil...We carved our name on it to let Jiar Li won't forget bout us and when she uses the pencil she will think of us...hehe...After that,we still have quite a lot of time,Wing and me went round shopping.....Shopping...Haha...I bought a pair of shoes again~~LOL..y ar??i know i got a lot of shoes but i still like to buy shoes...After that.we went round and round...

We were waiting for the main character of the day to come..hehe...She called us at 2.45p.m.We went in to one restaurant named IRO IRO..haha..the feel i can say it nice..bt the food inside is a bit herm....haha...it's cheap oso..Everyone jus nid to pay RM 6.We chit chat,took pics inside the restaurant..I really miss the time last time we went to MMSB for holiday program..We went shopping together..We went yumcha everytime when we came back to Ipoh...When i goes to subang,i will drop by her house to visit her...When i need her help,she will be there for me,When I feel sad,i will call her....I think i will miss u a lotz...Come back once you have the chance,okay Jiar Li??promise us....keep in contact too...






Wing,Jiar Li n Me














I kiss and cherish U^^





Ng Keng Yip put us aeroplane...He said he will come n fetch us and we have dinner together..but last minute he said his mum don't allow him to go out!!how can??We have to postponed it....Tomorrow Kah Yan is coming over to chat chat chat n chat with me...hoho~~I won't be home alone again....i am waiting~~muaks..I love today^^ I bought 1 pair of shoes,mascara n a love purple chain!!

22nd August 2007

Today was Wednesday n it was someone told me that he is coming to Ipoh to find me... but nothing went successfully..one day after one day..

I woke up at 12 something..My stomach was not well...pain...it was so pain..I am suffering...My caring n joyful "kakak" came n ask me wat do i want to eat for my lunch,she prepared me a bowl of maggie in curry flavour..hoho...Once the maggie is ready,my dad came back...too sorry dad,u have to eat alone today^^

I doesn't have the appetite to eat so much today..duno y..stomach doesn't feel well le i think....At first,everything was planned well...my cousin sis working in kl purposely took leave on fri n sat..it's because we planned nicely that they all will be coming to ipoh on thurs n we're going up to Penang on fri..that's y my cousin sis wanted to follow us up oso.she was so hesitated..she went and get her leave the nxt morning n called me to tell me....i was so happy that she was so excited n hesitated..i can't wait for that day..i am really waiting....i miss him..i feel like wan to see him n enjoy going out with him....until....

I called him this afternoon....Suddenly he told me his frien is not going to acc him to Ipoh...My mood was 100 drop till 20....i suddenly become so mang zang...i jus wan to do others to stop myself getting like that..i wanted to cool down...i msg apple...i asked her something silly n funny...i knew the answer yet i still wan to ask her...She agreed my ques..lol..i told her the whole incident...she ask me to cool down n try to solve the prob..after a few sms, i think i've cool down myself...i jus dun feel like seeing u at the moment..i hate u!! once n once making me disappointed...fine!!wateva..ur parents not allow or anything..jus dun nid to come!!I feel so sad....i say this from my mouth..bt i noe wat my heart is thinking....wateva...i dun feel like caring it anymore...better dun nid to waste ur precious time n strength purposely from Johor to Ipoh....thanks for making me so happy n excited at first...i really thanks u....i dun wan to have nxt time pls....not going to!!!! dun think of the long semester break this year end!! I am going out...sometimes i feel like ending this....i don't wan to let myself to suffer so much...the happiness jus for a few minutes...n the sorrows came for so long....bt i dun feel like letting it go as i noe we love each other....

For sure u will be saying that i am the one who taking these problems to make myself suffer...I am not making it by myself..i duno y i become so bad temper when i comes to u...i duno is this the right thing to love a person??maybe it's nt...bt i really pulled myself up n think...i am a girl that is easily being hurt..i admit...i hope the guy i meet now can take care of me..protect me everytime....be at the side of me supporting n taking care of me...i know my temper is terrible..i promise myself i will change...i will correct...bt please give me some time...i nid time to wake myself up when i comes to love....okie?? pls bear with me now...I jus feel like expressing myself here...I mus be tough!!I am a big girl.. I can't jus let my tears drop that easy..I mus control!!!My tears are falling,bt no one will know....no one will know...i can't tell.......I am unhappy...I am sad...

N the most important thing is bout my parents..I duno when can they really accept??after i finish my degree???3 more years?I know u all worried me....i know...i have to go by one day...I hope u all can understand wat i wan....i don't ask for much..bt jus a bit...okie??i am sorry.bt i think i am grown...I jus nid some freedom...need some space....not to say u all din give me any freedom..dun worry!!u treated me so good!!I am protected by u all..i am happy...

I am putting myself down...i nid to go out to have some fun..i jus can't sit here n keep thinking....I went shopping with my mum...she got a RM20 voucher...it will be going to expired by sept,so we have to use it up before sept..I went n bought some ladies stuff....a few thing costs me RM110,after the RM20 of discount will be RM90....Ladies stuff really costs huh?HAIZ..... I dun have the appetite to eat...i dun have the mood to talk....I jus can quarrel with anyone easily....Y am i like that??Y?Y??because of the stupid thing....I duno wat the hell i wan!!wat i wan??i am really so confused,pissed!~ I am a complicated girl with complicated thinkings.... I could jus wish i am stupid..I won't think so much n made so many problems for myself....I am not a good girl oso..I am nt!!Dun choose me....everyone,listen!!Eric n apple will be always beside me...I hope they will stay with me longer...jus dun feel like losing them.....I love u guys^^

He called me after fetching his sis and everything..I was no feeling want to talk to him..but i am not that kind of girl...can act that i am so cool....i kept quiet n listen to him...till one moment i really cannot stand..we both raised our voice..he wanted to end the phone...i was so so angry..i don't want to end..but unfortunately my mum opened my door..he straight away ended the phone...i called back so so many times but he didn't answer.....At that moment,I hate him so much..but i wan to say sorry to him...I won't do that again...But he doesn't want to answer my phone..I cried...i screamed...I looked like a retard...I looked like someone from the psycho hospital..I feel so upset...I really wanted wan to apologize....I am SORRY..SORRY...Please forgive me^^

21st August 2007

I was so so so happy today^^ hoho.. I woke up at 2 something..hoho...I was extremely satisfied although i woke up a few times n went back to sleep till 2 something until my maid open the door and ask me whether i nid to eat n my dad is waiting for me downstairs.....

I get back up to get ready for my lunch...i went out to eat..we went to the same old coffee shop when i was small..hehe..today was a bit late,ntg much to eat..i went n call "chao hor fun"..I stood thr n i went to order from the man..the man din want to talk to me..fine.than i went to talk to the auntie..the auntie was so rude..wow..how old dy,still wan to be so rude??OMG.. i went back n complained to my dad....

After my lunch,i went back to start switching on my computer again..started msn with apple tan..suddenly fan jie ying msg me that she's back home..i went n find her and returned her the money..we chat n chat..planned to go Malacca together too..wohoho....bt i noe it won't be success for us...After my dinner,I and apple played webcam with each other,we were so happy...laugh laugh n laugh....She sent me her ex's blog to read..it was quite touched...the guy said he really loves her..don't wan to lose her...lol..who ask him nt to appreciate her earlier!!it's ur fault!!k?hehe...

Than i forgot bout something, when i was in jie ying's hse, i took her phone to have a look..i went in to the music, i saw the cute folder,lol....i get some lame message tones for eric..haha duno y lame thing comes first in my mind....lol....i went on chatting on msn with my friends until lai called me...i stop msn n talk with him on the phone till 1 something...i plan to sleep earlier but i duno y i dun feel like sleeping....i tell myself SLEEP..... gd nite^^

TO BE CONTINUED>>>

I was doing nothing than i went up to lye down on the bed..i went off to sleep...i promised to call Eric back after he had finished his dinner...he msg and called me but i din hear anything..suddenly i popped up by myself...i took up my phone n i saw his msg n his miscalled...when i am pressing the phone,he called me..i picked up n he said: "wei,u say u wanna call me,y u din call me??"i answered him that i am still sleeping...he said ok ok...i went back to sleep..I can't sleep anymore actually...I woke up n went downstairs..When i walked by the phone downstairs,i saw a familiar num appeared...haha..the stupid eric must be went n miss called my hse phone... =.='

I called him back n he reached the place hw supposed to go...fine...we talked for awhile on the phone n my mum came back...i went down...i am waitin for my dinner!!I am hungry......i sat down n started eating..half of the fish gone..hoho!!I watched badminton competition while having my dinner..Unfortunately it was repeat...Malaysia vs Indonesia in semifinal...Malaysia was totally bad..they are leading at first......but.....sigh..(no eye see ar..)

I am full!!i went back to my lovely computer n wanted to start my chatting..hehe....suddenly i saw alex online..hoho..i went n nudged him n he told me that he is in Canada..n i was thinking how would he online if he is in Canada??he opened his webcam and we started chatting..he was a caring n lovely boy..i knew him long time ago..since i'm 13 years old..haha....haiz...i was so emo la....he touched me with some words..my tears jus dropped...i saw his face i thought back bout last time...i can't stop my tears..come on....i tell myself i am nt like that..hw can i can cry that easily??n my dad was jus siting beside me..i took one of my pic after i talked with him..he jus can understand girls easily....I was so so touched!!i continue chatting with my friends on skype...he/her teached me many things bout photoshop..hehe....thanks ya^^


Suddenly apple tan came..she called me MS LIM..lol..apple wan to tell me something bout her housmate....got something to 8 dy..hoho...i miss apple tan..she was my buddy in inti...i will apreciate the friendship we have..dun worry,k? apple tan..u take care ya~~i am going to bed nw..n hope i can sleep a bit later than this morning.. =.='