I hope you will like it..

I went back to my house and I felt something.. the house is always the best as I do not need to clean my room.. LOL

Well, was kinda busy during saturday.. busying kepo-ing around with my cousin sisters... I kena bought, can said it was being forced by my aunty that was selling crystals.. LOL
I bought 1 ring.. the design was so special and it costs me.... hehe.. SECRET =)

And finally on Sunday i am back to my dog's house...I went to times and bought my ingridients that costs me around RM20.. hey people, if your're not doing art crafting often, please don't try to do it... just some simple cardboards and cutter it costs me so much.. T.T
I wrapped the lacoste with my colourful wrapping paper and I still have 3 inch left, so i reuse it for my background cause I doesn't have anymore idea wat to do...
Aiya... simply la as I just have a heart.. I did something that i felt it's a failure though.. LOL

I doesn't hope much.. but just hope to see you smile while u get this.. hahhaa...

I do not know when only I can meet him.. =)

I miss you...

Continue for my dramas and assignment later..

Good luck and work hard my friends!!!

SEE YOU ~~

A short + expensive trip to Midvalley

Me, just came back from Midvalley because of that day and night bandage lens that trouble me to purposely collect it as i've paid it.. if not i won't rather to take ktm, taxi there... it's so triring,ok? and the stupid taxi driver.. he is obviously cheating our money... WTF!! Do you need RM 15 to come back from nilai ktm to inti?? and we stopped outside, which is at the road side cause i' thought of it's easier for the couple as they're no more stayin in apartment..

and I am officially BROKE, ok?? serious.. i can't use any more money.. so, what can i buy to keep in my room and it's enough for me till thursday.. i am only going back on this thursday...how how?? even porridge is expensive oso.. ok?? i think i'll go get some maggie mee or indo me.. no choice. >.<

I bought this for him.. and i hope he likes it.. I am just a student, i can't afford to buy you burberry, i am sorry my dear.. T.T

Although it's a bit simple, but i hope when u wear it on, you will think of me no matter where and when.. =)

I am thinking of baking a cake.... but HOW am i going to do it??? forget about this plan...

Hmm... I am just wondering.. wondering.. what should i do?

The medicines i'm goin to eat later will drouze me to my dreams but i am just back from my dinner..

FULL...

i have to go for my discussion...

bye n cheers ~~

It's a SUNDAY again..

I am not in NILAI every Sunday usually.. but this few weeks i am!!! Carrole was the one keep teasing me.. This was last last Sunday or last Sunday i can't remember... : " WAH.. so nan duk QQ in nilai on SUNDAY wor.. waaahhh.... Good Good".. It's obviously teasing me, ok?? I wanna be a good daughter and a good QQ, okie?? LOL.. I choose not to go cause i am no rather happy staying there.. sooooooooooo i made this choice, rather to be closed in this closet but not going there unless i need facial.. ahhahahaha....

Friday night i guess, we went for a movie that was suggested by jynee and khang wei but too bad he's here.. i cant join u all... i so wish to.. nvm, there is still a chance.. don't worry...

Went and watch this movie... the sound system was not bad, tat means it scares me... hak kiu sei me T.T



OMG.. the aunty... yuckssss =)



Look at her teeth.. so ugly and cruel =(
She has fake teeth.. she took out her fake teeth just to eat a sweet.. it's so disgusting.... OKIE???

Went to sushi king for a bleastful dinner ^^ wacked everything and it costs us RM63++... so damn expensive... After that, headed back to Nilai indeed cause my eyes are red and swallowen cause due to the bandage lens prob. sigh, it's just so suffering.. didn't get to take any photo cause i'm UGLY... >.<>I AM.. I don't hav the courage to do things I've decided early ago.. What the hell wrong with me, BITCH u!! i admit i am =)

Back to yesterday midnight.. HEADACHE + COUGH + SORE THROAT is killing me.. and i am so worried about something T.T
when i need help, just some common help, he is sure always not there.. why ar??
I know you've made an efford to suggest me things to do while your're not here.. but too bad.. i didn't really appreciate it!! thanks.. LOL but.. come on girl. it's enough... I have to work harded to be a useful person and not those... INDEPENDANT, my dear... work hard!! work hard though!!

Finish bout that... HEY people, what are you all doing there when your're alone? other than watching television, chit chatting and sleeping?? any suggestions?? cause i am doing it routinely.. i mean EVERYDAY...

Today afternoon.. I woke up around 1 something as i slept around 6 something in the morning.. I'll get some cough mixture to make me sleep dead and giv myself some good rest before my assignments starts...

Talked on the phone for quite a long time with aunty linda... LOL.. well, just some chit chatting... Thanks for accepting me i guess but i doesn't wanna get married first or YET... okie?? and WAT FOR but as i don't wish to let my mum see me getting married when they're VERY OLD.. as in weak untill walk oso hard and slow.. i wanna to have a happy family photo with them... wait me ok my dearest parents?? LOL

Hey, there is something to share... I mean just something i read about.. no other meanings, ok??

When very angry with your spouse and irritated, one has the tendency to say something very hurtful or do something that they may regret.

It is very important that one be careful about what they say or do, when upset, because when said or done the words and actions cannot be taken back.

Therefore, here are some tips on what you should do when very angry with your spouse.

1) Do not speak: When angry, one has a tendency to blabber what comes to one’s mind. Therefore, it is important that one be quiet if one knows they are going to speak the unthinkable.

2) Do Not Complain About Your Spouse: Do not complain about your wife/husband to any friend or your parents etc. This is like bad mouthing about your spouse, because when you calm down you may forget what you spoke but your friend or parents may not forget what you spoke and may continue to have a negative impression about your spouse.

3) Calmly State Your Thoughts: You may be very irritated and may go very silent, however, this silence in some cases may irritate your spouse and provoke him/her to speak things which will further instigate you to loose your cool. Therefore, in order to prevent this from happening, you should very calmly state to your spouse that you would speak about the matter later and not at present because you are not in the right frame of mind.

4) Do Discuss The Matter Later: If you have told your spouse that you would be discussing the matter later, do discuss it, and come to a conclusion. Keep up your word.

These techniques if used will save your marriage from a lot of trouble, thus ensuring lot of peace in your marriage.

Learn ppl!! LOL..

How good How good!! my dream starts... wohohoho...

Hope my fwen, ms carrole can come over later to 8 har 8 har.. i am like... LONGGGGGGG time din chat with her face to face.. LOL

Don't be lazy la aunty, i am not ur MUM, but ur're my aunty!! hahahaha....

I am smelly as I have not take my bath yet since I woke up but my teeth are cleannn..

Darahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh..

Oh ya, I am sorry as i wanna apologize to someone here although i know he is not reading my blog at all.. but let me say sorry please cause it's something hard to solve.. just dun act too arogant... You will get something later... DON'T COME FIND ME PLS.. i don't wanna see you.. and don't ask me what is going on...

"BUAISSSSSSSSSSSSSSS "

Bull dog yeah!!

It's gonna be a tiring day nor week once again....
Tired of assignmentssss..... @@

Hmm.. doesn't know why why why??? why this will happen to me once again??? Wat should i do?? Should I or Shouldn't I?? I am full with question marks -----------> ???? I'm totally blank.. Lost...

I just don't feel like wanna think.. but too bad, maybe it's still not the time yet.. As wat you said, I am not ready yet =( But seriously i DO, I MISS miss I misssss... But time do not flows back... I moved on successfully.. but suddenly it happens once again... First of all, you looks sooooooooooooooo suspicious.. you know??? LOL


This is exactly what you looks like when your're looking at me... HAHAHA... Hmm... makes me think a lot.. and i do not know what is your intention??? Are you sureeee that what you've said is TRUE ??? Haiz.... Can you show me by giving time to us?? can?? I would not want to make a decision so fast yet... I do not want to ended up.................. ONCE again... Happy moments keep came true my mind.. I feel happy talking to you.. but not when the time you asked me.... Anyway, I need time...

I have tons of assignment need me to complete and yet i'm still writing here....

• 16th of June , Elizabeth Arden is having a make - up workshop in MPH for how much i forgotten, and i am meeting Stanley there.. yeah!!

• 23th of June, Orientation Night for May session of 2009.. and the same old thing, going to meet and accompany him for the audition and the night.. yeah!!

• It's 18 more days to His birthday.. I do not know want to get wat for him as I am broke now ^^ Any suggestions what can i get for him?????
  

I did too much of shopping on Sunday... When I came back, I took out everything and calculate again and i discovered I have not bought much thing but it costs me......... okie?? FINE!! at least i'm satisfied and happieeeee *syok sendiri*



What a nice picture indeed... when can i have the chance??? LOL... dreaming sini.. SORRIE.. Going to take a nap and I have to go school to key in those datasss... SUCKS man.....


- Nite -


Oh ya, Can i have a bull dog??? hahaha...


What a cute one!! OR something like this......

5th of June 2009

Sorry for not blogging for a lonnnnnnnggggg long time as I doesn't know wat to write about as I just went to view a frien's frien blog.. OMG... "thumbs up" ..oops.. sorry.. So, I start one post here =)

It is a Friday and everything starts with a good day =)

I planned to have a trip to Singapore at first.... I was so desperately finding ways to go over to JB without taking bus and to cross over to Singapore as because i doesn't know how to go into checkpoint.. LOL

And so coincidentally, One of my friend's bf came down to Nilai to find her. So i thought of car pooling to JB so i do not have to sit ktm to seremban and sit bus to JB alone.. I was so excited... Jump up from the bed at 10 early in the morning call this, sms that... and i waited and waited.... Till 3.15pm, my friend called me.. WOW.... : "QQ ar, where does your JB friend stays ar? hmm.. if it's not on the way, my doesn't wanna fetch wor.. " QQ says :" hmm.. somewhere around JB but i doesn't know whr.. my friend is working now, wat time is ur bf going back?" " 4pm." hahahha... it's obviously i cant follow.. T.T

Everything is teared apart. i can't go to singapore this weeeeekkkkkkkk.. *argh* I have to plan everything all over again.. sad.... what can i do now??
Stay inside my room facing my bf = my lappie... nothing much i can do.. emo emoing..
I'm so hungry la... i've not step out my apartment for i think around 50 hours.. LOL.. not even a step... hmmm... I'm OK with it..

Thurs night, me, baby carrole, mian mian and her bf went to Tenji, Soho KL in Sri Hartamas to have our precious Japanese Buffet.. it was a supper buffet and i seldom eat supper la... but, go out and have a look le.. so i decided to GO.. some photos here =)

*TANG TANG TANG.. Tenji, here I come.. *

After the dinner, we saw the highway behind not bad.. so get a snap

I was jus too irritating.. don't slap me.. LOL
Get well soon u Sick Mad Chic

This is obviously the toilet.. LOL

Oh ya.. I took 3 of those Japanese coconuts that made me cough like hell now >.<>

Our last picture of the day.. It's already 1am in the morning.. time to back to NILAI..

Forgive me for the quality of the pictures cause i rushed out tat night and i forgot to take my camera.. SORRY

Continue watching my drama now.. starving like hell...

Love you SUSAN BOYLE!!
SO random.. cause i'm watching BRITAIN GOT TALENT for duno how many times....LOL
Too bad you can't be the chammpion but everyone in this world is supporting you...
all da best people!!
cheersss~~

HUNGRY ARGHHHHHH..

I am mentally weak =(

I miss my parents.... i need them... i really need them to support me... Parents are always the one truly LOVES you...

I felt so unsecured suddenly... don't ask me why... I just can't control myself... I am getting crazy soon.... Am i getting somewhere wrong or mentally disorder?? WHY WHY WHY?? why am i crying non stop??? can anyone help me?? save me out from here?

Once after once... everyone is this world.... would not be treating me like wat my parents sincerely treating me.... I know you are and I hope you are... but at this kind of moment.. I can't feel it.... Wat i feel was i am lost!!! Sorry for making you upset.. but I seriously can't control... T.T I AM MENTALLY AND PHYSICALLY WEAK!! so in fact i have to learn how to stay stronger...

Last time i used not to put my parents words in heart.. but at this moment, their words all came into my mind... and now i realised how much efford they put on me and how much they love me!! I used to always complained that my parents treated me very strict.. bla bla bla... but now, i scare to lose them... i know i couldn't lose them.... I don't wan to stand alone in the society in these years coming but i know it's impossible....

I know you love me lots and i love you too.... but so sorry to drop my tears in front of you... I din blame you.. but it's wat i feel now.... I really duno wat should i do.. and i can't even imagine wat am i going to do?? or to the worse thing, i duno wat will happen after this....

May God bless me and him.....

LOVE YOU MUM AND DAD and of cause you too.... KC CHUA..

Enough of emoing and talking nonsence here...
Good nite n sweet dreamss =)