5 more days..

around 5 more days i gotta end my finals for this semester and also this year, 2008^^

GOODBYE 2008, this would be the greatest and happiest starting and the worse ending... but in these days and months.. i learned the most thing in my life as i can say.. TOMORROW is my first paper and i am still blogging here cause i wish to take some time out to write something when i have the mood to write... ehhe...

I was dumped by someone but I get some great friends to accompany me to walk out from the dark.. I learned to be more mature. I learn to see things for optimistic.. I can see many love has a lie behind.. no matter wat.. try your best to relax and not to think so much.. it's true... wat i said is wat is saw n wat i've experienced before.. there is any PERFECT love in this world.. hard to find as i can say...

YOU make urself more outstanding by showing your love ones you know how to cook.. but for me, i am just a childish girl with bad temper... rite?? I admit.. but for now, i am learning, i cooked Macarroni.. i learned how to cook... it wasn't very or as tasty as yours..but i learned.. i like to cook nowadays..enjoy cooking with my housemate... redbean soup + barli.. LOL

I forgot to capture some photos of my cooking cause these dew days i was too hungry and i wallap all the food right after i finish cooking... =P so sorry... After tat, i don't even like to touch liquor older days.. but now i drink liquor or beer almost everyday... not of the sake of wat, but learn to drink and at the mean time releasing my unhappy things... the feeling after drinking but not drunk is nice.. I am not consuming the whole pure chivas, no worries... jus learning and training myself to drink some.... it takes time, okie???!!

Next, i came across and i came to met people who are already working in the society...they teached me, they showed me I am still small... there are many many things outside is even worser than wat u think.. seriously when i saw andy's msn photo.. i feel like vomitting... y is he so fake?? and even his mum.. terrible.. why?!!! haiz.. but this world is so unfair!! i believe in karma... so do him??!!! let's see... time shows us everything.. no worries....kok seng wai is back.. i am waiting for my burberry perfume ^^ hohohohoho...

Last but not least, i've grown up..for sure..i've not shouted and angry anyone since the last time till now... seriously... everything will be better i bet...be tough LIM QQ !!

That's all for today.... cheeersss!! and dun forget, best of luck to me tomorrow!!! marketing planning.......................

28 October 2008

It's coming!!! finals!! i am going over it soon... best of luck to me...

Planning then emarketing then LAW then at last retail marketing... and 1 thing, Mr Praveen is telling lies... he said he will upload some guidelines... but then??!! and yet today is already Tuesday.. time flies so fast... i don't wish to leave nilai seriously.. i wanna graduate fast to leave nilai, but i don't wish to leave nilai when i'm having holidays.. get wat i mean??

I know it isn't a healthy life sleeping so late... but I doesn't have much time to play like this.. this is my final sem for year 2.. so, i gotta buck up my playing life!!! wakakkaka..anyway, beersssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss good!! LOL

I am sorry my dear Ck. i was seriously so sad last night seeing you like tat.. and i can't help u anything... but i will be here supporting you.. no matter wat...maybe we're just a burden to you...and please don't throw your phone.. pity me going around searching for ur phone parts... hahaha... it's late at night summore... but i've tried my best to accompany you talking and pinching... but i feel so bad.. i should take a pic of your phone.. seriously into pieces...

I could say why always keep drink beers cause maybe 1 thing, i am frustrated and annoyed in something and 1 more reason... i don't wanna make myself so pressured... last sem i am in big pressured.... dun wanna talk more bout the past la since it's past oso.. but a big thank you to VJ that he accompanied me a lot...

erm.. some pics taken in my apartment tat day.. first time guailow coming to my place for drinking.... 2 Tiger, 1 Heineken n 1 red wine...LOL and last dessert, HONG DAO SA!! yeah yeah..




and can u see my notes?!!! hahaha..



we were the 3 drinking red wine and ended up going out buying red beans... =)





this is my decoration of my room.. i mean the hanging things... my housemate n me =)





seriously i look so fat and bulky ;(




hope there is still a chance u come to nilai to visit us, k? =)

Lastly, our chill drinks for tat nite.. dang dang dang dang ~~

Seriously so innocent..

Me, Lim QQ was so innocent on tat day.. I was trying to be a good person to help out Andino and Carmen.. who knows ended up i being angry and scolded by people... zzz.. wat can i say???!

But seriously i learned 1 BIG thing in my life.. this guy is an IDIOT!! why i say he is an idiot?? Have you ever see a guy wooing a girl to be his gf because of his future and the purpose of he being more interested into the girl because he knows that in tat girl's account they have duno more than how much thosand dollars.. and if the girl is in his hand..the money will be his soon... he did everything, really everything with strategies and reasons.. and the world most serious thing is he plans it with his mum... zzzz.. He has been even so cheap, my key hanger tat i usually take up and down was being taken by him.. he purposely wanna take it because the other way round i didn't accompanied him to midvalley as he supposed to accompany me to go...WTH.. a guy earning so much can't afford to buy a RM5.90 key chain and still wanna call mine dog chain...zzzz.. the ever worst guy i had saw.. No matter how i like and love the thing, i won't think of a way to take people's thing just like tat.. and after taking my chain, you know wat he said?? he wanna take my SWATCH watch!! and damn hell no i won't give you that.. u dream i oso won't give you ar... DAMN SOHAI!!

OMG..i am really speechless over him and i know too much thing again.. I am so so sorry i am not trying to gossip your things here.. but the thing is i really wanted to jot down something to remind myself there is this kind of people in the world that makes me really have to be concious and becareful of people surrounding u... there might be many more like him..

Anyway, you better becareful.. there are so many people waiting for you out there... take care my frien... a passby friend...you will be hunted by other people.. jus watch out!! i am telling you the truth... believe me =)

Next, i jus came back frm KY's son birthday party.. I met CK's wife.. she is a china girl from si chuan... I can say i give her 8 out of 10 for her OUTLOOK....she is pretty.. i bet everyone there agrees bt then i heard something from friends that there are problems... but no point gossiping people's family where i am not their family members.. but then, i am not thinking that much now..i am staying very carm^^
I know wat i should do and wat i shouldn't.. Feeling very happy today XD ..don't ask me why cause i doesn't know too.. just feel happy for me too, okie??!! and 1 more thing.. i duno wat happen to that stupid socket... It burns and it stings... hermm..bt then why always mine havng problems. and not others.. zzzz

Some photos taken jus now..



this is my ji muisss.... the girl on my right was someone that hates me alot last time, but the not has an end after that... I hope we're always friends....



I hope there is still a chance for us to take another picture like this... muackss..





I am gonna kiss your lips 1 day.. haha.. dun make me kissing the air always..okie?? PLEASE.. and my pimples.. HELL BIG!!! @&#^$(@#*@)#%

days being wasted..

True, and yet true.. my days are getting wasted 1 day by 1 day.. Time flies..really can flies... I should take some action since the horoscope i read everyday advised me to do so, so i think this is the time...

Hands over the keyboard and to the books.. let me plan my time first... and now i've not brush my teeth and wash my face...

And 1 more thing, my glasses are broken.. how to study with that broken specs on??!!! anyway, i am not going to think so much bout those stupid and useless stuffs... i know wat u wanna tell me, i know u mean.. but too bad, i can't do that.. i don't wish to lose other friends by just because listening to your selfish words...... aren't you think i am stupid if i keep follow everything wat u said??!! I have my life... i can do things that i want to do.. you too,rite? so, this is just a game... i know i am very glad knowing u more but it's jus a game.... either 1 party would be the loser.... regaradless, I am not going to be so stupid anymore.. I have my family, friends and MY LIFE!!!

Bye and cheers everyone... Tiger and Chivas, My FAVOURITE =)

Can you see how stress am i now??!!

20th October 2008

Today is already 20th of October 2008 and 11 more days my final is coming... I am still like a loser sitting down here msn-ing and thinking of nonsense that makes me so so lost.. I am really kinda lost.... Is words after drunk will be true?? or is tat really the words that we want to say it out?? but when we're drunk, we don't really know wat are we talking,rite? how can it be true??? bt then.. forget about it... I wouldn't wanna care so much.. it is useless to me and to you... Anyway, it is 1.39am now.. tomorrow i got only 12pm class.. bt why am i still not sleeping?? I am washing my bedsheet,towel and some clothes.. gotta get it clean b4 kor is coming.. He will be arriving in nilai around 12am.. GOD BLESS YOU kor... finally gotta see you.. miss u so so much.... we're gonna hav some fun in this week =) Good nite and sleep well everyone!!

saturday

Today i woke up around 10 to have breakfat..i took wanton mee and i came back doing nothing..sitting around...

It was about 3pm, carole msn me and we decided to go midvalley, the main purpose i wanted to repair my webcam that makes me can't webcam with my frien for nearly a week... so, i sent it to house of notebooks once i reached there.. the people thr was... hmmm, no comment.. keep gossiping.. zzz

Anyway, i left the shop as quickly as i can and i headed out for shopping..i was planning to get myself a pair of shoe cause i am going to BALI and i thought i can used it.. I walked the whole Midvalley and i cant get 1.. and the vincci 1 does not have any stock left...what can i do??!! sien....
And then, i went up to the place where i made my nose piercing.. the man advised me to take off the nose stud and let it heal.. and asked me to come back after that... I was thinking of cause your're asking me to come back cause you got money to earn again.. =.=
but then i took it off for my own good..i felt so sad after taking it off.. you won't know the feeling people.. full of regrests and sadnesss....i am going to pierce back when i am fully recovered!!! I AM GOING TO.....

My laptop was ready and they jus did som formatiing for me only... and i fogotten, while i and carole was on the way to midvalley, we were chatting all the way...i decided to tell everything to her cause she did met things that i am facing now... I started to drop tears.... I've changed... and I am changing.. to become someone more matured.. I am going to face a tough tough life soon... I must be strong.. I wanna get myself exposed something more and i hope I am big enough and ready enough to face problems... I must learn....it is going to be hard but even how hard i've gone through... i doesn't mind but just at least i've learned and i've grown up... I hope i'll been well treated..be good girl....

Finals are coming... and i am not in the mood to start studying yet.. and i am going to Damansara nxt week...I don't care!! anyway, i am busy installing the softwares into my laptop... anyway, iam done with my msn and everything... I am going to wash up...
Enjoy ur day in Leeds Seng Wai!!
take care,,
muacksssssssss..