I jus woke up from my 2 hours nap...GOSH..i am so so tired....the time now is 6.22p.m. my kai jie has went back to jb urgently to check on her slergic skin and i have no body to talk to cause both of my friends in UK and Shanghai is not in....I feel so lonely here...
Hmm...how come i become so reliable?? my housemates are not in also...I miss you all.. where are you all??!! ermm.... am i having any extra feeling???hope i am not having....
No dinner tonite i think...eating my wholemeal bread with chocolate i guess...Jason Mraz is accompanying me...and can anyone tell me where to download english songs??!!!! seriously wanna know where??? those china websites sucks..i can't even open the page...limewire lagi sucks..they need duno wut java program..zzzz
FINE!!classes are going on as usual from today ^^ not much thing to write oso..so i gonna end here....
Why do i say i enjoy???!! hmm..i am oso not very sure why..but i can feel that i am enjoying my days..
Enjoying chatting on skype too.. =) thanks for being thr to accompany me... will see you all soon,rite?? come back to msia during hols..k?? miss u all...
Assignments and tests are coming!! my war is going to start soon.. hey come on, i should start studying!! no more being lazy..come on... buck up buck up!!
Just came back from my lunch, i saw some quarreling in maxim just now... 2 couples quarreling..LOL... i saw tat by accidentally,ok???not purposely to peep on them.. hehe... seeing them that makes me think back bout last time.. i used to quarrel, no matter where and when... haha... but i am not going to do that for now onwards. i am telling that when only i've made my mind and i've told myself i can do it!!
Anyway, tomorrow i hav a retail test and duno when i nid to pass up my assignments too... i've got to wash my clothes..aiks..how good if i am at home now, throw everything to my maid.. the next day clothes will be nicely ironed and folded in my room.. how nice!!
Enough of dreaming being at home but i will be back to my sweet home in less than a month..HAHA.... times passes very fast.. no worries =)
I really agree and feel the same as wut u feel earlier than me ^^ I am the one should really thanks u so much... I shall neva forget the days you accompany went to through.... I LOVE you, serene teo..
I am back at home..i took the 6.30pm YOYO bus from back to ipoh....it was so tiring... 5pm i have to take bus from inti to klia...than from klia to sit yoyo back to ipoh..wat a tiring and boring journey..so scare of traveling by bus....aikkss..
Anyway,I'm finish with the struggling of the journey back home and i'm having fun at home... always sitting right in front of my laptop again... i supposed need to do my assignment but i seems so free chatting everyday...haiz.... studies sucks...assignments and exams....i still have 2 more sems to go....and i am planning to study masters...zzzz.. any difference??i still need to struggle with studies life.... =( hope i can get a job in singapore...LOL...
I jus wanna leave here to sumwhere further, to have a different life and doing something to occupy my brain if not i will be like now, keep thinking others and keep thinking back and thinking nonsense...i can't move on if i continue to be like this... I am still thinking of my RM 60 long black pants..should i or shouldn't i???but i can't get else where...aiks...so, going back to instyle tomorrow probably... hehe..
David cook, always be my baby will be my favourite song now...haha....i myself thinks that david cook's sound is better than mariah carey cause at least it doesn't sounds so dull..but anyway i haven listen to mariah carey's one..let me get it first...
I'm going to the bank today... i wanna a debit card..hoho... let's see later....LOL.. no plan for the raya holidays. so, i gotta stay at home the whole week... i am off to get ready....
It is almost 2 months we din even say hi, call or even talk nicely to each other… is this really the end of 2 of us?? I know many many things bout you and her…but wat can I do?? Jus listen and forget about it that is wat I am doing…. Memories keep flashes in my mind no matter where am i…I hope we’re not like this one day later…. God bless u… this girl, ridiculous.. first time coming across girl like her… long long story to write so I decided not to write…in case people commenting and talking bad bout me saying I am back stepping her here… wat for??? I don’t hate her anymore. Maybe she is the one who wake me up… from everything that what I had did… I’ve open up my mind…see things and feel the feelings that not everyone feels… I know how suffer is it. I know how hard it is….. jus to be tough and give yourself time… time really proved everything…believe me… everything is past so let it past.. no point looking back, try to move further… bright future is in front.. Feeling can’t be forced also. No point forcing someone that really doesn’t have any feeling on you anymore. Just try to be someone u really want to be..
I and you are big enough to tell yourself what you really wants… I wish to sms you just to say a hi and how are you to you but I know I’m nothing to you anymore, maybe only your ex, your past.. I still wish and I still look forward for your 1 sms… maybe it is still isn’t the time yet.. being single is quite fun too…. For so many years I neva been single..lol.. this is the time for me to enjoy my life to the fullest… hehe… Duno y nowadays my appetite came back..i ate damn a lot… I am growing fatter and fatter =) next week going back to learn YOGA than come back to school to continue… I doesn’t wanna learn in school first cause everyone there will be so expert.. and I look like a noob duno everything there…haha.. try it out in ipoh where no one who am I first…. LOL
Y am I keep asking myself to forget??? But then I seems not doing it quite well..lol… give me some time to learn…I know I can do it…. No worries… The piercing of my nose.. it’s pain actually but not when u pierce it, it’s after the piercing….
Tattoo… I want a tattoo.. no butterflies,k? give me some ideas wat to tattoo… =)
It’s been quite some time I did not update something here…. I still cant get the internet connection yet…and I am kinda lazy… jus to write something about my days after school reopens, I was kinda bored n free… assignments are distributed and it’s time for me to start working it out but I still doesn’t have the mood to do it… everyday busy watching dramas….i became so addicted to dramas that I last time hate to do..wasting my time watching dramas…but It accompanied me these few weeks…my days are going on and on…. Went to midvalley for 2 times in 1 week..my 2nd house as I can said…
20th of sept, the day I took out my courage and fullfilled myself, I went for my nose piercing… I was looking in front of the mirror for manys days and months to see whether am I suitable for nose piercing as it was wat I always wanna have it since I was in form 3..One of my cousin sis, the pretties among my relatiives.she went and pierce 1..that makes her looks so pretty and I can say wild…she is so so gentle and polite,but she likes to scream when she’s in a bad mood..at that time, I was still young, I jus can envy but I can’t have it.. I am 20 yrs old now, I think I should have my own choice and make my own decision. Secretly, without my parents noticed, I decided to pierce it….everyone was telling me it would be quite pain…
Haha…pain??? How pain is it???heart broken those kind of pain??have u ever go through?not everyone does..but I do…no worries=)tattoo will be mynext target..i hope my parents allow me…next, everyone is leaving malaysia..and when can I supposed to leave?? I wanted to leave here duno since when.. I am eager and I hope to leave here!! I wanted to have a new environment for myself…but too bad…. Maybe next year.after my degree…hope so…friends in UK, wait for me!!
I am kinda satisfied with the thing I have now..But just a bit hoping for better soon…nowadays, I am getting weaker and weaker after the sick…I am not fully recovered…but duno why headache is my common sick now…the weather in Malaysia, sucks…I duno how long can I stand…wat my body really wants??i am going to bed every nite at 12..i wanna have a healthy life.. I need to take g
ood care of myself…my eye sight and my immune system..getting worse and worse…
Days are moving and moving…this weekend will be my cousin brother’s wedding… both of them,his elder brother and him are the twins among of our family… they look the same…so alike until my other relatives can’t recognize who is the elder and who is the younger one until one of them grew fatter and darker…since that, the difference came out. If I’m not mistaken, his brother jus got married last year. They had a great and big marriage. I start to dream again, when can I get married to the one I really love and the one I really want…I am still young to think about these but staying alone in the room will make me think nonsense things….aiksss
some photos when we're in our journey to midvalley ^^
