My sem break holidays^^

Hoho..this was my first time creating this blog...i always very lazy to write blog but i feel better if i can write it out to keep...so,i decided to create a blog lo^^

Can say today was my first day of holiday...Sunday,ppl must be saying that sunday it's a good n happy day,you should be enjoying it..but duno y when i wake up,i doesn't feel good..i am freaking moody..I jus dun have the mood..i went to bed very early..it's about 12 something or 1...i can say it is early because i won't sleep so early in my school..lol..But one bad thing is that i went up to my bed so early,i can't sleep...i rolled up and down....than i took up my phone..i went in my inbox and go through the messages i haved in my phone..i saw one of my friend's name.suddenly i think of message him/her.i told him/her i can't sleep...he/her asked me to msg with him/her to pass my time..but after a few msg,i fall asleep..i think by that time will be bout 2 something...thanks ya^^

Before i went to sleep,i called lai..he told he wan to sleep early tonight because he wants to go back to his hometown the next morning..okie,i agreed..and we made a promise that if who wakes up earlier than who calls who..When i open my eyes first time this morning was straight 10am,i quickly took up my phone to call him,who knows noone answered...i went back n sleep....the nxt time i opened my eyes was at 11.30am...i was kind of shocked...i took up my phone again and started to call him..i called for non stop...every time i call will enter voicemail n i didn't stop..totally CONTINUOUSLY.....bt still noone answered..i became so angry...

The anger was up to my head....headache....n i started to think a lot..really a lot....i can think of so many things bout him..i wonder wat time he slept last night,y he dun wanna answer..many many ques pop up in my mind..i don't wan to let myself to think so much,i called up my frien...he/she said he/she wants to sleep and will contact me when he/her wake up...n lastly i found my best friend...we seldom contact this few months..i called his/her cause i jus wan to know how is he/she going on in singapore..we have exchanged many stories...we gave ourselves some advices too...when i look at the clock,it shows 1.05pm...OMG...i am still calling him...bt he still din answer my phone...what happened to him??he can sleep from 12am to till duno wat time..and is i am the one who asked his frien to wake him up!!

I quickly called one of his housemates..i asked him to wake him up n asked him to called me..i waited for nearly half an hour,,there was still no response...i was so frustrated...i went down to my comp n warned his housemates again!!after that,i went to had my lunch.once i finish my lunch,my phone rang...bt can u imagine?i've even finished my lunch only i received his call..I am thinking wat should i say when i pick up the call..nothing cames in my mind..i picked up the phone,n the first sentence i said is," explain la..jus explain y u wake up so late??" he responded me with those kind of angry and innocent way of thinking..I jus hate that!come on...he raised his voice!!!make me even angry..haiz..bt wat can i do???fine..that's over.

The nxt interesting thing is that we even quarrel after that....i was jus no mood at all...AT ALL...u noe??i don't have any appetite..the food my mum cooked was delicious,bt i jus dun feel like eating..duno y...bt i have to eat in front of them....lol.....i told myself i nid time..i have to cool myself dwn....we started to quarrel frm sat morning when i jus woke up till today!!WT!!i cried many many times...can i jus control myself??can i???GOD,pls help me...control myself....i mus improve myself to control..but i owes ask myself to do that...i wanna improve...

Suddenly i think of hung zai,i'm so hesitated..i went to open photoshop to edit one pic for hung zai since he is leaving new zealand soon...i miss the time we took pics happily together....y he can't join my friends??my kor kor??y??sigh...i am speechless...this is the photo i edited for hung zai...

While i was chatting with jenq hann,suddenly he asked me whether i noe he got a blog and he sent me the link..i went n view...i saw his blog...i am kind of attracted n suddenly have the energy to blog..i thought of blogging because i can jus keep my feelings in like i am writing a diary....rite??i started writing....when i was writing my blog,my cousin came n asked me whether i noe how to download the clip from youtube??i went n ask liang ping cause i duno..liang ping taught me than i tried myself..bt i can't open it..sigh..i started to gave up....i continued my blog and messages are keeping in.... That's y i am goin to end my blog here..it's time for me to go up to my bed and continue my sms-ing n calling..good nite^^ hope i can sleep better tonight..hehe... =)