It's time for me to blog and talk nonsense again,..maybe i'm kinda bored..i faced the computer the whole day..since i wake up till now...my eyes are blur..bt i can't find other things to do other than watching drama...there are people keep calling me out for lunch,dinner, drink...i am sorry..i jus don't feel like going out
i duno why....i am worried about my studies....i am afraid can i cope everything... hope i really can...and i feel i am so stupid..why i can't pass tat law...zzz
anyway, i cooked maggie for my dinner...it was been so long i din cook maggie as i always did it for him last time.. when we're in some economical proble, we will have maggie or bread with chocolate... haha.. but it's kinda end..FORGET ABOUT IT THAN..
and the internet...WTH maxis broadband...dun ever believe maxis..zzzz.....
the internet line sucks!! but i got nothing else to do already.. one word, BORED!!
tomorrow is the day i have to start to fight..study hard and sleep early =)
i know i can do it!!!
- good night everyone -
Sunday, September 7, 2008
Saturday, September 6, 2008
saturday 05.09.2008
hmmm.... jus back from the rehearsal in sunway...
so the tired... everyday raining nowadays... since this morning, rain non stop.... so troublesome even to go n get a cab...
anyway,the house is really giving me lots of problem since this monday... first of all, the whole house was so dirty and messy...we came back to clean and threw everything what we don't wan... too bad i din take a photo of it.. i n my housemate used 2 to 3 days to clear and clean everything.. was so so busy...than when i came back to the house only i knew the people stayed before before us took off the modem and router..NO INTERNET!!
wat the hell..no internet wat can i do??!!! haizz.... sad... than my stupid law... law law law....
4 subjects for this semester is it a bit too pressure for me??i tell myself to study hard..no more entertainment for me...okie??!LQQ, study hard!! study.. i am already a failure in something and i don't wanna be another failure in my studies!!
I still can't let go the thing i met this year...why is it so hard to forget it??
i can't look back to my past and try to go back thr..there isn't anyway for me to do that!!
but then i am stucked here..y?? i can't move forward... maybe i still need time.. i am still single.. now only i know the taste of being single... although sometimes it's fun being single..but than i really miss the time..if i'm not doing that, if i have the thinking like now i wouldn't have this feeling.. i will be very happy and sweet going anywhere with my boyfriend..having support from my boyfriend..having an accompany with me wherever i go... i really miss it...i have to accept the fact now cause it's what god treating me.. i know i will meet one soon or maybe later...being together actually full of lies behind.. this is wat someone told me.. actuallly it's true... i can see it bear with my eyes..not going to mention who and i really believe it...
think more postively...boys can have with another one outside but at least they are still sticking with you..they still spend time with you than try to accept it...girls, don't think so much... if their really yours there are still chance to be together..bt if isn't yours..too bad...jus to accept the fact!!
it's really hard to have a 100% love in this world... although i get a 80% but i din really appreciate it.. i know he din lie to me much but sometimes yes..but at that time, i wasn't satisfy with it... but for me now, i am very happy with it...
I was so bitchy last time.. i jealous so much...everything i wouldn't be satisfy... i need more,i aim higher...but than it's a bit difficult...same as wat i get after that, the one choosing is not me but him, so i have to be tough and accept it..i like to quarrel, a bit a bit i will become angry at first,but after tat i did change,although sometimes it's hard for me to stop being angry,but i really can't stop...so sorry to all of my ex boyfriends..i am really sorry...
i felt a bit wasted but it's a bit too late i know...so,i am learning very hard to change it..k?
the one the most you loved won't be always beside them... i wish u all that u can get someone better than me and those who really suits u... i know u all did your best when with me.. i did appreciate it... till now, i didn't even forget anything of you all..i still remember the time with you all...
I LOVE YOU to both of you!! truly from my heart..
so the tired... everyday raining nowadays... since this morning, rain non stop.... so troublesome even to go n get a cab...
anyway,the house is really giving me lots of problem since this monday... first of all, the whole house was so dirty and messy...we came back to clean and threw everything what we don't wan... too bad i din take a photo of it.. i n my housemate used 2 to 3 days to clear and clean everything.. was so so busy...than when i came back to the house only i knew the people stayed before before us took off the modem and router..NO INTERNET!!
wat the hell..no internet wat can i do??!!! haizz.... sad... than my stupid law... law law law....
4 subjects for this semester is it a bit too pressure for me??i tell myself to study hard..no more entertainment for me...okie??!LQQ, study hard!! study.. i am already a failure in something and i don't wanna be another failure in my studies!!
I still can't let go the thing i met this year...why is it so hard to forget it??
i can't look back to my past and try to go back thr..there isn't anyway for me to do that!!
but then i am stucked here..y?? i can't move forward... maybe i still need time.. i am still single.. now only i know the taste of being single... although sometimes it's fun being single..but than i really miss the time..if i'm not doing that, if i have the thinking like now i wouldn't have this feeling.. i will be very happy and sweet going anywhere with my boyfriend..having support from my boyfriend..having an accompany with me wherever i go... i really miss it...i have to accept the fact now cause it's what god treating me.. i know i will meet one soon or maybe later...being together actually full of lies behind.. this is wat someone told me.. actuallly it's true... i can see it bear with my eyes..not going to mention who and i really believe it...
think more postively...boys can have with another one outside but at least they are still sticking with you..they still spend time with you than try to accept it...girls, don't think so much... if their really yours there are still chance to be together..bt if isn't yours..too bad...jus to accept the fact!!
it's really hard to have a 100% love in this world... although i get a 80% but i din really appreciate it.. i know he din lie to me much but sometimes yes..but at that time, i wasn't satisfy with it... but for me now, i am very happy with it...
I was so bitchy last time.. i jealous so much...everything i wouldn't be satisfy... i need more,i aim higher...but than it's a bit difficult...same as wat i get after that, the one choosing is not me but him, so i have to be tough and accept it..i like to quarrel, a bit a bit i will become angry at first,but after tat i did change,although sometimes it's hard for me to stop being angry,but i really can't stop...so sorry to all of my ex boyfriends..i am really sorry...
i felt a bit wasted but it's a bit too late i know...so,i am learning very hard to change it..k?
the one the most you loved won't be always beside them... i wish u all that u can get someone better than me and those who really suits u... i know u all did your best when with me.. i did appreciate it... till now, i didn't even forget anything of you all..i still remember the time with you all...
I LOVE YOU to both of you!! truly from my heart..
Sunday, August 31, 2008
some photos during the day to perak cave...
this was the entrance of the temple... tat stupid's camera was so lau ya^^
i was sitting thr posing on the stairs....hehe..
was lying on the hot batu at the side..i have to climbed in la.. and he asked me to act like a leopard climbing on the big stone... zzzz
it's kinda FAIL!!
than we moved to the "kun yum" stop...LOL. was sweating like hell!!!
i duno he was trying a pic of me or my sunnie?? >.<
that was the dustbin actually...we got ntg to do,n when he was tryin to take the pic of the basket, i qucikly went in...good shot though.. LOL
Noone know tat was a dustbin, it looks like a durian basket more!!! ahahhaa..
this was the place ppl used to view scenery... bt than it's dirty...
i was climbing down the stairs.. n saying goodbye perak cave =)
Saturday, August 30, 2008
YEAH!!
First of all, no bus for me on Saturday..how am i coming back????!! but i am back by car summore.....haha.. my parents came up to fetch me,wat to do??!! hehe...camwhoring in the car again^^
I am back frm my vacation for this sememster break.. i was happily enjoying in Penang.... ATE non stop...n SHOP non stop..hehe....see my cute nephew...he is super duper noisy... i cant have a good sleep everyday it's because of him!!
bt than he is so adorable with his big tummy... miss his
voice now when i am back..LOL
he eats a lot...really a lot...and he is 2 yrs only....he likes to kacau..he is jus so cute!! but sometimes he is so irritating..no peace for the whole day when he is in..he cried and screamed so loudly in the shopping mall...everyone also looking at us..thought wat we've done to him..aiks.. he ar...he likes to kepo-ing...
my aunty's house is full of babies noise everyday... the another baby was my cousin's a few months born baby...he likes to shake his head,duno why..haha.. and he always smile when we call and talked to him....LOL...
finish of babies.. now my turn, my nails are coloured.... PINK!!
my toe nails....
nice??!!!
anyway, i am going back to nilai on monday!! freaking early in the morning....
I am back frm my vacation for this sememster break.. i was happily enjoying in Penang.... ATE non stop...n SHOP non stop..hehe....see my cute nephew...he is super duper noisy... i cant have a good sleep everyday it's because of him!!
bt than he is so adorable with his big tummy... miss his
voice now when i am back..LOLhe eats a lot...really a lot...and he is 2 yrs only....he likes to kacau..he is jus so cute!! but sometimes he is so irritating..no peace for the whole day when he is in..he cried and screamed so loudly in the shopping mall...everyone also looking at us..thought wat we've done to him..aiks.. he ar...he likes to kepo-ing...
my aunty's house is full of babies noise everyday... the another baby was my cousin's a few months born baby...he likes to shake his head,duno why..haha.. and he always smile when we call and talked to him....LOL...
finish of babies.. now my turn, my nails are coloured.... PINK!!
my toe nails....
nice??!!!
anyway, i am going back to nilai on monday!! freaking early in the morning....
Tuesday, August 26, 2008
Tuesday
hahaha..tomorrow is wednesday..the day to Penang is coming!! please don't cancel my trip..please..i put an efford to go penang alone cause i wanna shop!! Queensbay mall.... MNG n TOPSHOP..too bad no ZARA...leave zara to kl then..hahahahahha...
i know i am spending a lot this month, bt than i jus can't stop..duno y...hand itchy... BUT dad n mum, dun worry, i wont buy a lot..1 white skirt and a few shirts...hehe..not a lot,rite??? LOL...
i jus can't stop shopping cause i am a girl ^^
finishing my drama today...hoho... i thought i saw chow chow and MC wearing bridal clothes.. bt than why din see any of that...LOL.... dog loves cat...haha... from hatred, to friends, and at last to love.... this is wat we call love?? haha... if every relationship is like wut shows in movies,how good if it's really that... bt than stop dreaming..that is just only movie la...come back to reality.....
hope everything is not going out of my plan... i still hav to clean the house...hmmm..... MA FAN!!
better not to stay outside..at home is the best!! haha....but than learn to be independant..it's time la..20 years old dy.... no more longer a kid... kiki...
some pictures of my secondary schoolmates...i thought i can go back to my old school to have a look..bt than i think next round.. or maybe friday if i'm free...miss my teachers a lot sia...
5 pretty girls originated from IPOH AVE MARIA CONVENT.... hahaha....
p/s: the 2 on my right in the pic are my bestie!!DON'T PLAY PLAY
i know i am spending a lot this month, bt than i jus can't stop..duno y...hand itchy... BUT dad n mum, dun worry, i wont buy a lot..1 white skirt and a few shirts...hehe..not a lot,rite??? LOL...
i jus can't stop shopping cause i am a girl ^^
finishing my drama today...hoho... i thought i saw chow chow and MC wearing bridal clothes.. bt than why din see any of that...LOL.... dog loves cat...haha... from hatred, to friends, and at last to love.... this is wat we call love?? haha... if every relationship is like wut shows in movies,how good if it's really that... bt than stop dreaming..that is just only movie la...come back to reality.....
hope everything is not going out of my plan... i still hav to clean the house...hmmm..... MA FAN!!
better not to stay outside..at home is the best!! haha....but than learn to be independant..it's time la..20 years old dy.... no more longer a kid... kiki...
some pictures of my secondary schoolmates...i thought i can go back to my old school to have a look..bt than i think next round.. or maybe friday if i'm free...miss my teachers a lot sia...
5 pretty girls originated from IPOH AVE MARIA CONVENT.... hahaha....p/s: the 2 on my right in the pic are my bestie!!DON'T PLAY PLAY
Monday, August 25, 2008
summary
I was always msn-ing and watching dramas all these days.. thanks andy for accompanying me chatting all these days as ur're oso bored at home...LOL... he was my classmate for my last semester...i usually don't talk to people i don't really know in the class,same goes to him...we din even smile or talk.... we come to know each other i think is when he came for the last law class where the lecturer is giving tipss..ahhahaha... we then get to talk and we studied consumer behavior together as we're in the same class.... he is quite interesting and friendly...wat oso can talk 1..n he always says that we're "open minded" people....hahaha....well,let's see...
don't forget we,classmates are going to 1U... ZARA N MNG..... don't forget....
haha..it's kinda long time i neva write anything cause i'm too lazy to type... hehe...
anyway, briefly write through some days... first of all, compare this photo with the one before this post,k? hmm..ignore my eye bags...hehe.. jus compare the hair?? wat if i curl my hair end of this year??this is the temp 1..gone after 1 day..
hmm...hope i looks different le.. ^^
after this, met up with jiar li n seong yi tat night.. first time went back home at 12.30pm...wakaka... LOL
and then i went to had steamboat yesterday.. ate so much...
9 plates of beef, first time in my life.. i became pro to cook beef n someone became pro of eating beef....hahha....
anyway, after that...
and today, monday..luckily i caught something... i wanted to have a new sunnie long time ago...today i was so desperate with it and i went to bercham near my house to search for it.....hmm... i dun wanna get 1 too expensive n not a 1 from cck (chee cheong kai) by kelvin tan kah soon...so,i bought 1 around 170 le... although it's not really special and nice like gucci or armani..bt it's okie for me..economical..hehe....cause i won't really appreciate glasses..better save money go shopping in Penang... Penang, i am cominggggg~~~~ hoho...heading to penang on wednesday..first time going by BUS..n summore ALONE =) but wat to do? i am so desperate in shopping nowww!!!
camwhoring in the car...hehe....
n something weird me n tan kah soon did today...is headed to PERAK CAVE for his photo shooting..so damn hot... 3 something in the afternoon went thr for photo shooting??!! weird,rite?ntg much in Ipoh Cave... Sam Poh Tong is 100x better than the wateva cave....i am gaining weight this holiday!! no no no..stop eating so much..seriously,tomorrow NO LUNCH!!!! jus drink water n apples for lunch..... LISTEN, MS LIM QQ....
don't forget we,classmates are going to 1U... ZARA N MNG..... don't forget....
haha..it's kinda long time i neva write anything cause i'm too lazy to type... hehe...
anyway, briefly write through some days... first of all, compare this photo with the one before this post,k? hmm..ignore my eye bags...hehe.. jus compare the hair?? wat if i curl my hair end of this year??this is the temp 1..gone after 1 day..
hmm...hope i looks different le.. ^^
after this, met up with jiar li n seong yi tat night.. first time went back home at 12.30pm...wakaka... LOL
and then i went to had steamboat yesterday.. ate so much...
9 plates of beef, first time in my life.. i became pro to cook beef n someone became pro of eating beef....hahha....
anyway, after that...
and today, monday..luckily i caught something... i wanted to have a new sunnie long time ago...today i was so desperate with it and i went to bercham near my house to search for it.....hmm... i dun wanna get 1 too expensive n not a 1 from cck (chee cheong kai) by kelvin tan kah soon...so,i bought 1 around 170 le... although it's not really special and nice like gucci or armani..bt it's okie for me..economical..hehe....cause i won't really appreciate glasses..better save money go shopping in Penang... Penang, i am cominggggg~~~~ hoho...heading to penang on wednesday..first time going by BUS..n summore ALONE =) but wat to do? i am so desperate in shopping nowww!!!
camwhoring in the car...hehe....
n something weird me n tan kah soon did today...is headed to PERAK CAVE for his photo shooting..so damn hot... 3 something in the afternoon went thr for photo shooting??!! weird,rite?ntg much in Ipoh Cave... Sam Poh Tong is 100x better than the wateva cave....i am gaining weight this holiday!! no no no..stop eating so much..seriously,tomorrow NO LUNCH!!!! jus drink water n apples for lunch..... LISTEN, MS LIM QQ....
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