getting some breath..

I am quite satisfied of the performance of myself today... but i duno wat gred am i going to get..bt at least i am not pressured n stress like law... well, i enjoyed writing today... i wrote about 10 pages of the answers booklet but with living 1 line after 1... hehe..but conside not bad dy..rite??hahaha..
anyway, one of my frien came back frm england and he came to INTI to do some stuffs so he called me out to have a drink as we promised before.. so, we went out for a drink and had some conversations though... I AM ATTRACTED TO THE LIFE IN UK... How how?? my parents doesn't allow me to go.they are worried of me..bt i really wish to go out and learn to be independant...u all can come n visit me oso,rite?? mummy says she wanna go ovr to UK to work..rite?? mummy always complains that her frien says that it is not worth to study overseas.....hmm.... mummy,can u think the other side or the positive side???
can i go??can i?? haiz..but i don't think there is a chance..wait i try to persuade my parents when i am back in IPOH.. hehe..
I am thinking further and not going to stop there like wat i am last few weeks.... I am moving on..taking further and tougher steps... I would hav better life when i'm in UK i think...hahaha...i think i really need to have a different enviroment to change myself..bt my parents are always not allowing me to do that as i am always small and weak in their heart...how how??wat can i do?? give them and give myself time oso... haha..
Sometimes i do hate that i am born in a only child family..but wat can i do?? god arranged it for me...I do get to have many things sometimes but wat i want now i can't really get.. i can't be blaming my parents because they are too worry and they love me so much...i am the one child in the family,i cant be giving everything up so easily and want my parents to be worrying bout me...
QWER QWIN can do it.. y i have big eye bags ar???!! argh.. can u all leave and go away!! i mean AWAY n dont come back...having headache le now... start to study tonite..don't last minute..no more!!
good luck to all of my friends.... all da best n aza aza fighting!!