Wednesday, August 6, 2008

6th of august

it is wednesday!!! freaking time is passing so fast... i don't wan..i need time to study.... monday is my direct exam...damn!!
as usual...opened my eyes again when i dream of you... it's been a week,bt i am still dreaming of you...i would wish to delete everything in my mind... am i still gonna wait for u?? if one day.... wat will i do??? NO NO NO!! I am not not not...QQ, pls wake up... bt frankly speaking, i don't wanna waste a chance if there is still a chance.. i think we're quite match in everything only because of some attitude and trust problems.. I think we can be vry happy if me n you realised everything..eveything in really everything.... mind-set, thinking,perception and many many more....but let's see how than... let the god decide for us....... Jus stop thinking for now... it doesn't makes any sense at all,okie??
anyway, i got my vaio yesterday.. was not really happy because the norton was not working well..i can't even update and i cant even download a msn installer.. how how sad is inti's connection man!!!
yesterday midnight ur're jus sitting right in front of my room's window...so??!!! i din think much.. jus went n peep for a while and say hi to my friends..that's all and i went to bed... i am going over to apartment to study with my classmates... people outside,say wat u wanna say than.. i am going there to STUDY, not to do anything. if u don't believe or u girls and guys wanna say anything go ahead... i won't giv a fuck!!
anyway, waiting to go back home..i miss home so much..i hope i've lost some weight..but i don't think so... pizza, roti telur at 11 something..how to lose weight?? LOL.....
i bought a zara shirt that vj n ms claud keep ask me to buy.. it shows a wide broad mouth smiling with all the teeth showing out.. they wants me to be always in that condition...I will... sad moments are going to be deletedm erased....okie? i promise you guys...
thanks for accompanying me yesterday... a big big thank you...
anyway, i gotta get ready and start to study!! concentrate..i don't wanna fail!! please, god dun treat me so bad...help n save me ~~~

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